I want to share one of the most horrific, disgusting, emotionally events that as a young teenager 13 or 14 years old I went through.
Unfortunately, I looked older than my age, my Molester took me one night to a club, something easy to do in Italy the late sixty’s The place was dark and scary. As the music got romantic, he took Me in his arms and told me he wanted to kiss me and, for a longer time that he kissed his ex-fiancee before he married another woman and, he had taken me where no one he knew would go.
I was disgusted when he starter to kiss me and you most likely will doubt me here but as always I tell you the truth with a few details I can’t share the person involved being still alive today,
The turture of that kiss that lasted for a very long time. the pain in my heart and lips, confusion, fear and emotions and being a sick child, my mental illness took me into a deep hole as I felt again myself emotionally and physically ripped apart.
When satisfied he kissed me longer than with his ex-fiancee, he acted as we were a couple. Sick and, I was the sick child, for no fault of my own.
These abuses happen to too many young girls, boys even little children.
This is an evil world and will always be until our Lord comes back.
God helped me all my life to survive things that some children are destroyed by and again he did as my mind detached itself from my consciousness. Besides Bipolar I suffered from disassociation disorder and P.S.T.
I am telling you again, that God IS good. Bad things happen to many people and I am still alive, Saved and for most of the time, at peace with my past.
I am a child of God. and He treats me as such.
So many things to talk about, I honestly have no idea what I will talk about when I sit in front of my laptop.
I love the Lord and He loves me so much, that, He died for me.
I love Him because He loved me first.
A bit tired,