I love praising the Lord!
I was a little down earlier when I wrote the last post Thank You, God, for at the end coming through for me as usual.
I did start to thank Him and thank Him with all my heart. Tears running down my face. I told my husband that I needed more help in the house then, I felt terrible because he works hard already.
I made the mistake earlier to call my father that blamed my problems like washing the floors on my husband. So, I asked him, had the courage not to be too upset about asking for help. I always ask God for help but, this time I had to ask my husband and hated that.. He does already help me when I ask him, I just wanted to see him doing things to help me on his own. I know He loves me, he shows me in many ways but, when it comes to cleaning the house, he is not naturally, thrilled. I told him again about what the Dr, and Nurse told me. I am not supposed to clean as much as I do. When I walk, I cannot walk more than 10 to 15 minutes them the pain intensifies..
I am almost ashamed for asking him but, after all, he is 18 years younger than as I wrote already, then I. Well, I feel better about everything and I am thanking God for the love Toby, already shows me. No bitterness in both our hearts.
I spoke to Toby earlier about everything I was told by both, the Nurse and the Dr. I reminded him that my back surgery was a major surgery and I needed him to help me a little more.
He understood but, did not naturally like it, I understood as well why.
He works for the utilities and his body hurts when he comes home. I only would like 2 times a week the floor and dusting I am almost too clean., The rest of cleaning kitchen and bathroom I can do, not an easy task. I bored you and most likely maybe, only one person, did read it, I complained., LOL had to. My heart and his, are at peace now, No more tears today. Thank You, Holy Spirit prayers always matter. God fixes big and small things. My husband is the best you can have but, he is a man and most men do not understand our minds, no offense meant. Love you all,
I will not share this post. only a bored woman speaking, wow I can really be a nagging wife. Read proverbs about nagging.God bless you all,
Later and somehow embarrassed.
God Bless you all.
Some days, not often at all, I do feel some of the weight of the past but, I run with my mind and heart to Jesus where I believe my promises are.
I will someday see HIM face to Face believe
I cannot remember where to find the passages (shame on me) pertinent and I am running so I just wanted to say simply to remember the promises and THANK HIM all the time for the Blessings I have even the little ones.
God loves me and I am blessed I was chosen regardless all my sins, God chose you and me, Unbelievable Grace.
I thank God every day and, as I thank Him in moments of crises and the weight IS lift off my heart.
Have a nice afternoon,
God Bless you all,