My dear Blogger friends,
after a very disturbing day, mentally and physically, I took my nightly medicines to try to cover up this unexpected panic attack.
It might be because of the stress I went through or, I have no idea why, spent these last 12 long hours with the attack slowly degrading my strength but, in the midst of my battles, I realized that God was doing my defense.
I went in and out of my “reality”, to another place where the panic was no more but God was not there as well.
A vacuum of nothingness so deep that I kept falling and never hit the bottom.
I thank my Lord Jesus Christ for as always, protecting me and letting me understand again HE IS my strength.
Once I realized again I was not losing my mind, just going through a rough spot in my life, again.
I love my Lord so very much! The peace I have now is a joyful one where the panic has been replaced with a bit of my heart that was missing all day.
His presence I forgot, way too long today.
If you are now going to sleep, remember as I finally did that HE has “your Back” as HE has mine.
I am His Princess,
64 years old in a month, a little chunky, no idea how I would survive without Him and thankfully I will not “have” to be without Him anymore, in my life.
I am deeply in love with Jesus my groom.
I am a Child Of God, a princess, waiting to be Married soon to our King.
If you did read all of this till the end, Thanks and forgive the simplistic way I write.
God bless you.
His Angels and Spirit have you covered in His love,